Monday, July 13, 2020

Rock

Jesus Christ Superstar doesn't seem like rock.

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I am still interested in that stuff, though I must admit like when I took the driver education classes I didn't look at the blood and to be honest have not seen much.

Yes, I am so sad for my mom's sake. She just got her Master's in Human Resources, I think, at a high ranked college. Her Bachelor's in Indonesia was ESL and later here International Relations I think. She was born in 1959 and was only 59.

I don't know if it interests you, but in Hospice it was touching to see like old black people in the beds, a nice place. I think I remember like one was tall and skinny.

In the hospital, my mom ripped the nose thing from her nose, my dad said when I was sleeping at home. He said she did that and said, "I want to die." She did Chinese and Indian exercise and my dad said talked a lot to the Indian group I think, so she probably died sooner. I didn't even get to give her a last hug, which I have not hugged my parents much my life, after I was in puberty it seems. My mom stopped, and I stopped it seems. I thought my mom would have fun with me that night. Instead, I held her hand when she had to move to clean going to the bathroom, not gross at all.

Thanks so much for your sympathy.

"Jesus Christ Superstar"

Andrew Lloyd Webber did play organ, as I suspected, so this is good for the church.

The beginning, a little after the middle, and near the end sound like good pre-Baroque music... which music long ago that was more serious/hard maybe or funded was religious.

Whooo?

It's hard to say whose better, Harry Potter or Andrew Lloyd Webber, and who is more popular.

"Give and Take"

The better it gets, the more they "give and take," take.

Is that my identity?  I'm like a trap that sits and waits for its prey!  Something must be said of this.  Perhaps, you wish there was another, better way, if possible?  What would happen if you waited for the prey from someone else?  So, if you're good, it's better for more less good people, as you think we are not just different but moral conflicts?  So, if anyone else is better, this would happen to them?  I think people are all different, and there are plenty of prestigious people we can find, like "Up North."  I am considered special in ways I'm not and because people thought they found I believed I was, had an ego, etc., at least secretly on the inside.  That's sick and racist.

"Harry Potter"

Andrew Lloyd Webber reminds me of Harry Potter, which is a good thing! well in some ways.  ...  I just realized they are both English!

"The Answer"

It's either take from me, Christina, or go for the best.  How will you all end up?

I didn't start, you started it.

People keep pretending I start a telepathic fight.  I don't even really attack or fight much back.

Ever since...

...I felt in trouble a certain time, which I usually feel for private sorta reasons maybe, the pores on my face got visible, like my parents's!  I wonder if I was considered shit because of that... thereon out.  Like, I remember for instance an attractive choir director and organ teacher, seemed like she overshadowed me, with her hair bleached white, a newly-millionaire husband, allowed to direct a choir without knowing how to sing and conduct from the organ, got a doctorate in Music in Organ Performance I think ... I had great aspirations and was cordial and entertaining ...

American

They sure think Americans will fall for a lot.  I'm not even all American.

Not Just Irish

I may be Irish, but I may be Polish to, ye lads an lass's or whatever.

Did you deserve it-

How can Germans be so picky about what others do if they themselves can be so mean?

Nasty

Is it nasty to be hard on people about how hard life is?

My Parents

It feels like people won't excuse me for what my parents are like in different ways, though I try to take the best of both when something has to do with them, though I do not believe I am necessarily like them.

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Kids? Why or Why Not?

I'm not popular enough like some people that anyone would give a care. I'm also not into this new generation.