In My Face

They keep bothering me when I feel bad.

Cheating

They keep pretending I say things I don't going off by what they see me think.

Insecure

They keep doing things "in case," acting horrified against my every thought.

Disturbed

They keep desensitizing me.

Plus, they are all over timing how the page loads when I'm online anytime, to send bad news and such.

Problem

My dad telepathically said he did it and then didn't.

Hm.

Other people matter to get going and see people.

Messed Up People

These people are messed up, and of course that's just putting it lightly, as an understatement.

Not Okay

This is not okay.  My relationships are all messed up.

"Doo Dee Doo!"

She supposedly likes to take away things from me like it is no big deal if I have a controversy with people hating on me, while I look stupid being told it will get better.  It's even things that have nothing to do with her that hurt my life.  Things just don't seem to matter about me now.  If I post about a personal hurt, it seems as though she assumes I'm sassing her back.  Some of this is a big deal.  I grew up with people accepting me, not sure "what got into" people now.  I pretty much get in trouble just for posting here.

My Life Ruined

They keep acting like she goes through and my life gets ruined.

Feeling Bad

It turns out the older lady I like was just pretending to be nice to me because someone supposedly sneaked up on me and felt as though permanently hurt me...  If I mattered, this wouldn't happen.

Upset?

If they're mad proves they did it.

Trashed

What, was I just trashed?  Do you have to bring up the older lady I like?

Sneaking Around?

They keep interrupting me when I get to feeling better.

Hurt

I'm feeling like I'm permanently hurt because of something to do with people wanting an older lady I like.  They tease me if I think there was a reason possibly to work with them.  They think I owe them my life.  They probably do that to make security for themselves, eating away at me because they think I'm the center of attention in a way.

Oh, I mean I was upset how the older lady I like seems to have been trying to trick me and hurt me for thinking I'm cool.

Uninvolved

I'm not going to let other people shame me.

Hurt

I keep getting attacked and I was informed it was for someone else.

Huh.

I don't really trust them, I think they did take the older lady I like away from me.

Being Bubbly?

Some people don't have to do a sport like gymnastics to be well-liked, like maybe if they are female and born around 1959.

Win / Lose

It seems that blondes win over some people who dark hair in being able to be seen as energetic and bubbly.

Expect Perfection

If you're not perfect, people could ruin your life?

Pennsylvanians

Pennsylvanians who are happy are polite.

"Feel free to..."

I need more freedom of speech.

Hey, I just became a Democrat.

Is there a problem?

It seems someone is really messing with me, like I'm not good enough for someone.

Unfair

People are making me be seen as like other people to an older lady I like.

Hey..

..I still feel messed up..

Confusing

The older lady I like they say is just ruining herself and calling off our important relationship.

Queasy

They keep getting a lot worse.

Problem

People keep believing I am shit.

No.

I feel like I am being tricked into not having fun thinking.

Well?

Let's save time and not argue over if something is better for her or better for me, like we have problems, and assume the answer is one thing that benefits her and doesn't kill me.

Too Much Lingering on Whatever Is Too Bad

My dad acted like the older lady I like wasn't under stress, but she is, so he gave me too much time to think about it because he won't stop.  I go out to see him and be friendly, but he always hurts my feelings and bothers me.

Better Ways?

So, I could've said it better, eh?

WRONG!

Why worry if every single person is the same?

Problems

These problems are not interesting and incredibly stupid, so it seems.

No.

What is up with these past 15 years?

"...and I'm proud to be an American"

I don't need to be bossed around by Europe.

"Guilty Party"

So, what?  You want me to accept the things other people do bad like others said it too? and if upset about being bossed around - well, that's just my achievement.

Being Stupid

The people monitoring me in private may have said the older lady I like said all the bad things they seemed to do that could heal with a reason were, which I said all along, just there to hurt me and punish me for no reason.  COME ON I SAID I SAID IT ALL ALONG.

BECAUSE

So, why did my dad drill in my head something I coped with?  He announced an older lady I like did something inappropriately stimulating.  I dealt with it, but still he bothered me in some way, that just escaped my mind.  I just had to get the facts straight in my head.

Years and Years and Years

I feel people are holding off to try to make me humiliated.

Unimpressed

My relatives, some, are rarely amazed with me, but I don't know these people well enough if there's anything to know.

More Problems?

The older lady I like keeps getting worse, like people are telling her to trash me.

So?

Other people are worse than I am and still have successful relationships.

Problems

I see other people are problems.

No.

No one can tell me to shut up.

"The Love"

What good is it being Generation X?  Baby Boomers never loved us.  They got the love.

No...

People think I'm just some person overly upset over an older lady everyone likes.

Maimed

They're being stupid and maimed me because they think someone is better than me and I'm bad.

Messed Up

They tried to mess me up so I'm not as good as her.

Naturally

They act like if I'm quiet it'll be better, but it's not so I have to do something about it anyway.

What???

The older lady suggested her feeling more popular than me all over the world means she cares about me.  I was cut off by other people acting like it was her.

Lies Lies Lies

So, I don't believe in you.

Bothered

I get bothered if I think about her in a good way.  Other people did it.

Ignored, Lied To

They are pretending to take things that they think give me inappropriate pleasure to an older lady I was supposed to have a relationship with, and somehow people think she's too good for me now she is famous.

I think they said she took back what she said like I did something, like I'm bad to suggest what she used to, something that's not perverted people do to her.

Not Getting Attention

So, I'm selfish to dislike this, but an older lady I like is getting all the attention and no one cares because they think it hurts me.

Is it true?

Late Boomers are so shallow.

Shut Up

If I speak my mind, something bad happens to me.

Too Fucking Long

I've been holding on for years.

Too Much Torture

People think I'm impatient to expect things to be okay and me not find myself singled out to have my life ruined.

Problems

Late Boomers are so selfish, and everyone else is literally shit.

What's Important

I'm not important, just important to be mean to.

Messing Around

People keep messing with me.

Someone has a grudge on me like there's something wrong with me.

Unfair Life

Why am I stuck with these mean messages all the time?

I didn't even do it.

My dad was seriously rubbing something the wrong way thinking it proves I'm bad because I was okay before his elaboration, which did happen.

Disgusted

These people monitoring me in private keep trying to act overly confident over me.

Hurt

This is shit.  I just keep getting beat up by an older lady I like through "messengers" and then they say they didn't do it.

Why It's True

I'm nagging to worry about my future!

So, it's true...

So, people are lying I get treated nastily as a precaution others will know and not be nice about my relationship with an older lady I like.

Messing Around

Supposedly, an older lady I like did something perverted because she wanted to bother me, like it's it, it's over, and it's because I did something wrong (and I didn't.)

It seemed bound to be doomed.  People just single me out to test me, to examine my past, find fault in weird things, and then everyone else gets to have her instead but not me because they weren't good like me like they would get their love, too.

I have "freedom of speech."  ...

Remote Control

I hear maybe other people are taking someone after I met them and was supposed to have a relationship with them and inappropriately being able to stimulate them.  They say it's my punishment, but it's just shit and I didn't do shit.  People keep bossing me around and acting like I am wrong and boss them around, but I don't, see?  I can do whatever I want, too.  I don't really answer to anyone.