What a Joke

I unfairly had to quit my music major, and people think that means I'm nothing and I also forgot about music, but I still have taste.  In fact, I've been singing and found a new instrument.

Cheap

People think I'm bad.

I'm all grown up!

I don't feel anyone cares about me like a parent.

Ignored, Not Talked to Much

People wait to "hear me out" only to try to feel on top of me when I'm "done."

Singled out, Bad Luck

People are trying to say I am worse than everyone else or just one in a crowd, when I think I am just a normal person.

In Trouble

I feel blamed when I did nothing that bad.

Confusion

Other people can chose to waste their life, confused.

Trap, Used to It

So, first people like to try me out and plan on blaming me, saying something about what I do socially they don't like, and everyone agrees.

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...but other people aren't treated as nastily and my good qualities are trashed.

"Hard to Get?"

A lot of people work hard to get my attention, but some people I like a lot get distracted and blame me for things socially.  What does that mean?

A "Slave?"

So, you need my attention and then you need me to be a slave while you give other people attention?

People Who Do Nothing Ever

People stuck in Orlando?!

Ever feel like this?

"When first I saw you,

I saw beauty,

And I blinded my eyes

For fear that I should weep.

When first I heard you,

I heard sweetness,

And I turned away,

For fear of my weakness.

I blinded my eyes,

My face I turned away,

I hardened my heart.

For fear of my ruin."