Silly

Is the older lady I like being exploited just punishment that could have been prevented?

My Problem

So, what's my problem, Orlando?  There are a lot of bad people here.  Everyone is scared to open up.  Central Florida is really under Orlando, like the Florida Mall, and it's nicer.  People are nicer and more Floridian.  Orlando is still a jewel.  It is adorned with theme parks.

Fame?

I know what it was.  My fame meant nothing and the older lady I like meant a lot.  Supposedly, it was supposed to be good, for all but me.

Accountability

People think I am accountable for things I'm not allowed to do but others aren't.

Good to Bad

I hope the good people didn't turn bad.

Bad

It seems partly bad to stimulate me in bad ways.

Something You Ought to Know

Why do supposedly attractive Baby Boomers always lie about what they have to offer and take it away from you?

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Would you say it wasn't her fault my life is so bad and I'm prevented from having a good relationship with her as otherwise suggested?

A Change of Plans

It's like it was a lie about something I'd get to have a relationship with an older lady I like, but she's busy partying with other people who are older.

So?

Pretty much, I'm an okay person.

They keep going.

Are people just creating distractions while they make up bad things about me?

Being Right Seems Hard Today = "Ignorance"

Other people don't stand in the right, while they mock me like I don't, but they only suffer if I care about them.

College

I dunno yet, but at least I will have my AA this semester (Fall 2020.)

College

So, get advanced in violin on my own and then go to college.

College

I wonder if I can get into UCF for a BA in Music in Violin Performance.

Oh, wow?

Oh, wow?  Waiting for the next Hippie suggestion?

"R-E-S-P-E-C-T"

Pretty much, others are respected and I'm disrespected.

"A Hard Time"

Why are some people encouraged to do things that others are given "a hard time" about?  It seemed like the abuse was pretty uniform.

"Gone!"

Generation X just wants to see their generation make a fool of themselves by making fun of them and making "masturbation" material out of them.  Then, nothing remains.  There is nothing interesting, and people are mistreated.  Like, it was like movies only mattered in the early/mid 2000s.

Lucky Late Baby Boomers

It seems Late Baby Boomers had it most ideal at each point of life over others.  They just take form and have to have something to say for their age.

"You Can't Stop the Beat"

Who stopped the (classical) music?  People are taking advantage of entertainment media.  It's like things that meant a lot are just something you can joke about in entertainment media.  Then, it's over, somehow.  It used to be a way to get attention (classical music and other things.)  It's like it all stopped, and all there is is brats and fools on social media.  They secretly act like they are dissing others.  Maybe, they don't care much about what they're doing.

Mad About Violin

People are mad I can't play violin, but I did want to play at age 6 and said so.

There were other signs along the way, my interest in school music but no violin there.

I had thought I was in trouble because I wasn't allowed to do things I wanted.

I just did piano for fun and eventually liked it because music is beautiful and majored in it.

College Town

I guess I should live in a group home near a college I want to go to.  I don't think I want to do online.  Sometimes, there's night college for adults.  If I go back to Loyola in New Orleans, it might cost a lot, so I dunno.