So..

What's business now?

Fun Things to Think About That Has to Be, Has to Be a Part of My Life, in a Way

So, first someone said they were good with someone else more than others for standing back.

But, then, it's a fight 'til it's "right"  Collecting approval constantly sometimes from others who don't get much that they want, maybe what she has.  Asking them if it's okay.  "Stalling for time."  "Beating around the bush."  Not afraid of others though, just like someone else.  Not trying to be mean but incredibly bored here.  It's okay to have such a relationship, but I wonder what everyone else is doing here.

It seems everyone else is talking about it, though, telepathically, and I feel misrepresented.

School

I am happy I can use my mom's MacBook instead of buying another laptop for school.  I'll have to get it disinfected or do it myself.  Now, I can use my money for more things.

Question

Are we supposed to follow and be like this girl's hot mom? or will people like us for who we are?

Problematic

People think I have problems, but they really do.

Just go through my history.

Sad

I thought the older lady I like was cool with things.

Hair Cut

I'm cutting my bangs, too, probably not much.

"Some People"

You know, not everyone is perfect.

Advantages

I may not be perfect, but it's a fact I have more than some people.

Faking It

People are un-impressively putting on an act.

Unimpressed

People with older moms think I'm not impressive but like people my mom's age.

You can't take this seriously.  They act like I'm a demon.

(continued)

It is clear.

Weirdos

So, people were mean to me and wouldn't accept me for no reason maybe and now think I'm not as practiced in communicating and being impressive and able to be accepted somehow.  Good people don't have those prerequisites.  I am a good person.

School

I might not need to buy a new laptop and can use my mom's.  Maybe, I can spend money on other things, like some shirts I like and a cheap homemade bin cage for my hamster.

Bleached Hair

I'm bleaching my hair again.

I want it straight and light.  I'll get a keratin treatment maybe next month.

"Simple as That"

Is my past your future in public?

Bound to Be Recognized

Anything interesting?  Anyone-

When?

People tried to put a halt on my life to get further ahead than they were before and try to act like I'm nothing.

Like I'm Some Hollywood Freak

Why am I the place to gather for punishment and people following funny codes to fill my days, which may never matter more, as a suggestion?

Did you just wake up?

People are seriously separating me from cool older people.