I'm feeling like I'm permanently hurt because of something to do with people wanting an older lady I like. They tease me if I think there was a reason possibly to work with them. They think
I owe them
my life. They probably do that to make security for themselves, eating away at me because they think I'm the center of attention in a way.
Oh, I mean I was upset how the older lady I like seems to have been trying to trick me and hurt me for thinking I'm cool.