Sunday, July 26, 2020

In My Face

They keep bothering me when I feel bad.

Cheating

They keep pretending I say things I don't going off by what they see me think.

Insecure

They keep doing things "in case," acting horrified against my every thought.

Disturbed

They keep desensitizing me.

Plus, they are all over timing how the page loads when I'm online anytime, to send bad news and such.

Problem

My dad telepathically said he did it and then didn't.

Hm.

Other people matter to get going and see people.

Messed Up People

These people are messed up, and of course that's just putting it lightly, as an understatement.

Not Okay

This is not okay.  My relationships are all messed up.

"Doo Dee Doo!"

She supposedly likes to take away things from me like it is no big deal if I have a controversy with people hating on me, while I look stupid being told it will get better.  It's even things that have nothing to do with her that hurt my life.  Things just don't seem to matter about me now.  If I post about a personal hurt, it seems as though she assumes I'm sassing her back.  Some of this is a big deal.  I grew up with people accepting me, not sure "what got into" people now.  I pretty much get in trouble just for posting here.

My Life Ruined

They keep acting like she goes through and my life gets ruined.

Feeling Bad

It turns out the older lady I like was just pretending to be nice to me because someone supposedly sneaked up on me and felt as though permanently hurt me...  If I mattered, this wouldn't happen.

Upset?

If they're mad proves they did it.

Trashed

What, was I just trashed?  Do you have to bring up the older lady I like?

Sneaking Around?

They keep interrupting me when I get to feeling better.

Hurt

I'm feeling like I'm permanently hurt because of something to do with people wanting an older lady I like.  They tease me if I think there was a reason possibly to work with them.  They think I owe them my life.  They probably do that to make security for themselves, eating away at me because they think I'm the center of attention in a way.

Oh, I mean I was upset how the older lady I like seems to have been trying to trick me and hurt me for thinking I'm cool.

Uninvolved

I'm not going to let other people shame me.

Hurt

I keep getting attacked and I was informed it was for someone else.

Huh.

I don't really trust them, I think they did take the older lady I like away from me.

Being Bubbly?

Some people don't have to do a sport like gymnastics to be well-liked, like maybe if they are female and born around 1959.

Win / Lose

It seems that blondes win over some people who dark hair in being able to be seen as energetic and bubbly.