People are like a herd of cattle, and if I notice something funny about her in these hard ways of communicating with my dad always threateningly mad at me ... does not mean everyone has to notice it and act on it like it's better that way, probably just ruining my relationship with her and maybe acting like she'll get more pleasure because she is popular but also after/through me in some ways.
I'm upset she may die someday, not a big life ahead, and people getting involved in bad ways is not helping. I feel teased. Come on, the whole world wants her.
They took advantage of me.